First of all, I'd like to thank those of you who have reached out to me within the past week. I really needed someone to talk to and I'm glad you were there. It sounds silly but I really wanted to die. I'm feeling much better now, even though we are still splitting and I've lost the Josh I used to know.
Right now, I am looking at 2 potential places to live, with the third option of staying at the apartment and putting an ad up for a roommate. One of those options is about half of what I'm paying for the current apartment + utilities, so I'm really hoping that will work out. I'd be saving money equivalent to a car payment, so it's like I get a free car out of this whole ordeal. I get to look at the place in person on Tuesday.
I met with Anthony again, one week after our dinner date. This time we saw Jennifer's Body, a horror/comedy about a teenage girl (Megan Fox) who turns into a demon and terrorizes her school. It was kind of corny, which was I think intentional by the director, but overall it was enjoyable to watch. Anthony wants to meet again Tuesday already to go bowling. :)
I'm really thinking of starting a new blog without any traces back to this one when I get a new place. It'll be like starting a new chapter in my life. I haven't decided how I will do it if I'm not going to have a bridge from this blog to the other, but I'll figure something out.